I think..

I got a comment on my last post, Saying that I'll push my boyfriend away.. And he's right. I will. And that scares me so fucking bad. I don't know.. I've been lot for so long now. He's just now getting me on the right path. And the whole time I've been completely ungrateful to him. Hmph.. Life sucks. But I'm working on my mental stability. I'm no longer living with my horrid parents so a lot will be so much better. I'm excitied to get my life situated.

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Slipping

So I haven't been on in forever. I've ha some trouble with my family. And it has yet to straighten out. I'm staying with my grandmother for a time being. This whole thing with my mother an shit has gotten me so depressed. Ad though my boyfriend has been the person that has been there for me the most, I still feel like I'm going to lose him like I've lost my parents. I'm going to end up pushing him away or like my parents did he'll push me away and hurt me so bad that it's one of those things where I can't live with him. And deffantly can't live without him.. I'm so lost. and I still kinda focus on my boyfriend. As I've mentioed before in other post maybe. He'sthe best thing that's ever happened in my life. He's is the most solid thing. And now that I feel him slipping away what does that say about my life.. Godamnit I'm so miserable...

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